It's 4:20 in the morning. Ha, I should smoke it up, not. I don't touch the stuff. So I've come to the conclusion I must suffer from three diseases.
you might ask what? Well, I think there has to be something done to find a cure because the combination between the three are slowly causing me to go crazy.
1. Procrastination. I have diagnosed myself with the procrastination in the advanced stages. This is where it affects every aspect of my life. I can't accomplish a simple task without pushing it to the last second. I think it's a challenge now. I try to convince myself that I'm only procrastinate to get maybe the slightest adrenaline rush. But it's only a lie. It's a disease. It has too be. I can't help it. It only progressively gets worse as the years go by. I saw the results of an entires semester's worth of procrastination today. I have to say I handled it well. I only had myself to blame.
2. The late night disease (otherwise known as Insomnia). I did try to actually sleep tonight. However, my mind is cluttered with a million fragments that I can't seem to put into any type of order. Words were just spilling out of my mouth earlier, and I had to stop and remind myself that random thoughts (at the time) will never help me accomplish the task I had set out to do. Never-the-less, I still haven't finished the paper because I haven't connected my thoughts and put them in an orderly form. The symptoms: blogging on myspace and any other internet site.
3. Stress. This takes the worst toll on my body. It is more like a contributing factor to 2, and only made worse by 1. Energy drinks are now my enemy. I love them, but on a night that I could have actually been sleeping I hate them.
So if procrastination is ever listed as a real disease, someone please tell me they found a cure.
stress