I can see, yet I can't see at all. I over look the stuff that hurts me the most and I still get hurt, bc I'm blind-sided in the end. I don't know what to do. I write in my journal in hopes that someone will find it and read it. Maybe I'll be set free then. but I doubt it. I couldn't be that lucky. i don't want to be down anymore. I will get over it though.